There’s nobody to share my excitement with.
Maybe that’s why living is becoming such a chore.
There isn’t much to look forward to except work, work and more work.
Don’t expect me to care about your excitement now.
Why do you always have to feel like this at the beginning of every semester? Discouraged, sluggish, and lazy.
I’m kinda scared of the end. Still no clear idea of what’s going to happen. Where I’ll go and what I’ll be doing. Is this just a phase or will I be facing a lot more of this…?
I just “liked” someone’s post about their ass. (wait what? must be the sleep deprivation getting to me).
I’m here because I have nowhere to go to in order to release the cluster of thoughts that is growing uncontrollably in my head. It has rendered me useless for the past few weeks. Simply put, I have been spending too much time in my head I have gotten so freaking unproductive and all the work has piled up and the deadlines are going to kill me unless if I decide to give myself a deadline first (ha).
On another note, my broken wrist is healing well, if I do say so myself. I don’t like the scar. It’s huge and bright pink especially after showers. Apart from the aesthetic appearance of it, my wrist / lower arm hurts less now. In fact I am able to lift light objects such as my water bottle. Besides that, I’m also able to do stuff like fold my blanket, wash my hair, eat with a spoon and a fork and so on. Its funny how this incident made me realize that I have been taking all that for granted; you know, the ability to do stuff with two functional hands (it’s not funny actually).
Hmmm. Right now I’ve got to get my thesis proposal done on time. And then there’s that darn plant design report which is always there to torture us. There’s also a couple of other things but I can’t even recall what they are. *sigh*
Such is life of a final year student.
Sleep deprived; Sleep deprived; Sleep deprived.
Where did all my time go? I don’t even have enough time to sleep?
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
(Happy. haha. What’s that suppose to mean?)